kimbo3210

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You were way out of line
Went and turned it all around on me again
How can I not smell your lie
Through the smoke and arrogance?

But now I know
So you will not get away with it again
I'm distant in those hollow eyes
For I have reached my end


So thank you for making me feel like I am guilty
Making it easy to murder your sweet memory

Before I go, tell me
Were you ever who you claimed yourself to be?

Either way, I must say good bye
You're dead to me


So I thank you for making me feel like I am guilty
Making it easy to murder your sweet memory

I'm severing the heart, then I'm leaving your corpse behind
Not dead, but soon to be, though
I won't be the one who killed you
I'll just leave that up to you

'Cause I'm not gonna be here to revive you
I'm not gonna be here to revive you
I'm not gonna be here to revive you
I'm gonna be the one to say

I told you so

I told you...

Severing the heart, then I'm leaving your corpse behind
Not dead but soon to be and
I'm gonna be the one to say I told you so

kimbo3210

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Paw Paw

My grandfather, Billy Knight, passed away last night.

I will miss you Paw Paw. So very much.

kimbo3210

AWWWW YEAAAAAAAH

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Tool Pictures, Images and Photos

I am going to see these BAMFs in June. This will be the 3rd time I'm seeing them, but this time Jake is going too. He is super excited! I doubt I will be able to get any pictures because they are like CRAZY strict with cameras of any kind, even camera phones. But I'm gonna try. ;)

kimbo3210

:(

So....

This is the first year of my entire life that I did not talk to my on Christmas. My dad, my sister and her family came over tonight to open presents and eat. But I didn't get so much as a phone call from my mom. She had surgery on Tuesday. I was there.......so was her idiot boyfriend and his kid. I called her the next day to check on her. She didn't answer her phone, so I left a message, but she never called back. I really thought she would call today. I don't know why I even got my hopes up.

I give up.

kimbo3210

Merry Christmas

Where do you think you're going? Nobody's leaving. Nobody's walking out on this fun, old-fashioned family Christmas. No, no. We're all in this together. This is a full-blown, four-alarm holiday emergency here. We're gonna press on, and we're gonna have the hap, hap, happiest Christmas since Bing Crosby tap-danced with Danny fucking Kaye. And when Santa squeezes his fat white ass down that chimney tonight, he's gonna find the jolliest bunch of assholes this side of the nuthouse.

kimbo3210

Some People

First, the good people. People like my SCHMOOPY who bought me a gift certificate so I could finally upgrade my account. Meggie Pooh...You are the BEST! I love you and you are totally the master of my domain.

Now the bad. So I have this friend, former boss really. You see, I decided to stay home with my kids about 2 and half years ago instead of working as a probation officer. And lately, I have been kinda itching to go back. Well the itch is no more.

Apparently the work atmosphere is really bad. There is no money and it's just not fun to be there anymore. The Director was diagnosed with Stage 4 Cancer about 3 years ago and was given a life expectancy of 5 years. This December will start her 4th year. I really hate that she is going through this. I truly do. But just because you are faced with something like this, does that give you the right to treat everyone else like shit? I mean, I get that people in general have days where they are not the nicest to others, but to be in a bitchy mood 24/7? I don't know. Maybe it's just me. I can't honestly tell you how I would be if I was in a similar situation. I hope, no, I pray that I would not treat people like dirt. My former boss gave me the rudest look when she saw me and I felt immediately unwelcome. She did this several times too. She was even rude to my child. AND THAT I WILL NOT TOLERATE. Especially when he was being so good. And believe me he can be a little turd sometimes.

After she was said a snarky comment about my son (which btw she use to dote on my son all the time) I left. I didn't even say goodbye to everyone, I just bolted. It was all I could do not to tell her off. I mean, I have nothing to lose like the rest of her staff would. And I know for a fact that they feel the same way.

I was extremely upset when I left. I cannot be friends with someone who acts like that. I will not go back up there if she is there. Of course from what I hear, she isn't even there half the time.

And that's the thing about people. Some people who you have known for years, treat you like the scum on the bottom of their feet. And the others, who you know only by a livejournal community, give you a gift.

Again Meg aka My Schmoopy, I thank you for your generosity and your kindness. I have to stop typing now, because I'm tearing up and I can barely see my computer screen.

kimbo3210

DEXTER

IDEK

BRB SHAKING AND CRYING

kimbo3210

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 So I killed a snake today.  IT WAS IN MY HOUSE!!!  It was just chillin' on the rug in front of my door, looking at me, judging me.  Granted it was only 8 inches long, but no, just no.  I was like, TAKE THAT YOU EVIL SPAWN OF SATAN and proceeded to beat it to death with an extension pole that I paint my walls with.


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MUSE TONIGHT

 Going to see Muse tonight and I am bringing my son with me.  He is so excited!  Hopefully we will be able to get close enough to see the band, but I doubt it.  Apparently, people have been lining up since 7:00 this morning.  Fuck that noise.  

kimbo3210

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 Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
Over one last time
Then I'll let the

Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own

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